Monday, October 31, 2011
Just In
Kaise Chhooot Jaate Hain Woh Pal
Jab pehli baar ye mehsoos kiya tha
ki jeet ka pani kitna gehra hota hai
Jab pehli bar subah ne khud neend se jagaya
Aur suraj ki dher sari kirno ne rasta dikhaya
Nahi kabhi hamne ye socha tha
Ki jeet bhi itni apni ho sakti hai
Agar naam hamara likha tha jeet par
To aakhri daur bhi sabse lambi hoti hai !
Bas kho gai woh main
Yahi thi jo abhi abhi
Bas kal hi to chalna sikha tha
Gir ke sambhalna sikha tha
Bahut kas ke pakda tha jin lamho ko
Unka abhi phisalna likha tha
Har shaam ko jab majhi
kashti ko kinara lagaye
ye soch ke ki kal kuch naya
Aur apna sa hoga
Phir us kal ki khoj main
Bas kahi kho gai woh main!
Jab pehli baar ye mehsoos kiya tha
ki jeet ka pani kitna gehra hota hai
Jab pehli bar subah ne khud neend se jagaya
Aur suraj ki dher sari kirno ne rasta dikhaya
Nahi kabhi hamne ye socha tha
Ki jeet bhi itni apni ho sakti hai
Agar naam hamara likha tha jeet par
To aakhri daur bhi sabse lambi hoti hai !
Bas kho gai woh main
Yahi thi jo abhi abhi
Bas kal hi to chalna sikha tha
Gir ke sambhalna sikha tha
Bahut kas ke pakda tha jin lamho ko
Unka abhi phisalna likha tha
Har shaam ko jab majhi
kashti ko kinara lagaye
ye soch ke ki kal kuch naya
Aur apna sa hoga
Phir us kal ki khoj main
Bas kahi kho gai woh main!
Saturday, August 6, 2011
I was being myslef...Uptill ~~
To disrespect what my thoughts are babbling about, how my emotions are trying to hold me back and just do what I need to do. Its just a reminder to focus on the present and forget about the rest.
It the time I need the Lil V back!
Over thinking is quite a ingenious trick that you can play on yourself..I guess I figured out that you can’t really sit and think yourself out of something. And I figured out that I was thinking way too much. And that I identified closely with what I thought and felt.
Its not funny when you get to believe that you are on your way to solve your problems and helps to keep away from the dangers (you think are dangers) of failure, rejection and embarrasment by keeping your thoughts and emotions to be minimal.It just helps to feed your ego that you know more than others and just feel the superiority.
You are not what you are thinking at this time
I have just come accross my thoughts and clearly i am not what I am thinking , as I observe. The thoughts are just what I am seeing and moves through my mind. But clearly thats not meeh! And when this close identification with your thoughts starts to break up you realize they are often just what you see, and it spins around and around most of the day.
You are not what your emotions are
I might not listen to my thoughts after a while realizing it, it becomes much easier after a bit. It can be tough to listen to your emotions. But when the identification with your thoughts starts to loosen I have also felt how less tied up we are in our emotions.Your feelings arent really as realiable as pop-culture can make us think over the silver screen etc.
This is not to say that your thoughts or emotions are worthless.But sometimes - and you can often tell when - they are mostly just holding you back. And if you are less identified with them and less wrapped up in them it becomes easier to act inspite of what thay are suggesting that you should do.
The one thing most funny is that it is kind of invigorating, you just realized that you neednt react or obey according to the thoughts or emotions present. You can just realize and control them. Its totally in your hands to take control of your thoughts and emotions instead of other way round.
You can just f*** let go and move awnnnn .... Varsha !
Saturday, April 2, 2011
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Yes I am back with *SiLeNcE*
Yes I am back... I love the way I am am.
My desk say " Adding one virtue to all my vices - Silence" , I love it since it makes me more powerful and increases my sense of me belonging to myself. Dont judge people of what they talk or say , silence is that part of you that connects you to reality.
Silence is to rejuvinate , most of us including me try to keep our minds occupied. We try because if we become empty, if we allow silence to penetrate us, it will mean the death of our mind, of our ego. I dont think so....
I think every one should practice the art of keeping silence, directly targeting the people around me. Just Talk and Make No Sense...To existence time doesn’t exist, it is one continuous moment. Fewer thoughts equal feeling and more timeless.
Keeping shut and just watch , there are so many around you with so much to talk and to judge and to pretend and to be so self centirk that noone else exist. Wacthing makes you realize and listening understand the one on the other side.
Listening makes you capable of watching and watching automatically creates a gap between your thoughts for a magical peace when I remain Silent.
Everything could be straight , everyone could be nice depends on how you listen , watch , obeserve and remain silent. Talking descends you and silence just paves the way to your innerself.
Now coming back to meeh ! I have so many posts that I wanted to publish but my memory drafts refuse to admit everything mentioned.
The universe it is and I am an element supporting the powers.
My desk say " Adding one virtue to all my vices - Silence" , I love it since it makes me more powerful and increases my sense of me belonging to myself. Dont judge people of what they talk or say , silence is that part of you that connects you to reality.
Silence is to rejuvinate , most of us including me try to keep our minds occupied. We try because if we become empty, if we allow silence to penetrate us, it will mean the death of our mind, of our ego. I dont think so....
I think every one should practice the art of keeping silence, directly targeting the people around me. Just Talk and Make No Sense...To existence time doesn’t exist, it is one continuous moment. Fewer thoughts equal feeling and more timeless.
Keeping shut and just watch , there are so many around you with so much to talk and to judge and to pretend and to be so self centirk that noone else exist. Wacthing makes you realize and listening understand the one on the other side.
Listening makes you capable of watching and watching automatically creates a gap between your thoughts for a magical peace when I remain Silent.
Everything could be straight , everyone could be nice depends on how you listen , watch , obeserve and remain silent. Talking descends you and silence just paves the way to your innerself.
Now coming back to meeh ! I have so many posts that I wanted to publish but my memory drafts refuse to admit everything mentioned.
The universe it is and I am an element supporting the powers.
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Its a New Place!
I am back here after a long long time , back to my love! A lot to write discuss and tell to everyone :) Finally I am in a new destination , new place , new people and finally a new workplace , which for a start is not at all bad.
Happy married life to my borther and we indeed enjoyed a lot through out.
Before I start up with my story , let me go for a flashback to the entire last year... Work , visit to Dehradoon with pranky . A roller coaster ride in a rickshw to the airport and back ... Hahahahah. New friends and best buddies together with T****** shots on house ! Man I loved the place , and Mussorrie for that matter.
I will miss you unlce , it hurts when at times I realize you are not around. We will always miss you and you will be remembered forever :) LOVE you uncle. I still remember you calling me more than pa for where I was and where all I should go on a very short trip of 3 days. It made my trip.
trips to Indore and finally people are happy around without any concerns with me around. I am a freee individual now.
And the trip to CHail :) Green plae with flora and fauna strucking the mind all through out. I loved the place. Chill and quite ! New friends , some I ll remember all my life.
Finally I landed in a new city all together woth new people around. I dont really really like the place as much , but just getting the hang of it.
Hope everything turns to be fun on my way.... Will be here back soon with a ll new story of the new city!
Happy married life to my borther and we indeed enjoyed a lot through out.
Before I start up with my story , let me go for a flashback to the entire last year... Work , visit to Dehradoon with pranky . A roller coaster ride in a rickshw to the airport and back ... Hahahahah. New friends and best buddies together with T****** shots on house ! Man I loved the place , and Mussorrie for that matter.
I will miss you unlce , it hurts when at times I realize you are not around. We will always miss you and you will be remembered forever :) LOVE you uncle. I still remember you calling me more than pa for where I was and where all I should go on a very short trip of 3 days. It made my trip.
trips to Indore and finally people are happy around without any concerns with me around. I am a freee individual now.
And the trip to CHail :) Green plae with flora and fauna strucking the mind all through out. I loved the place. Chill and quite ! New friends , some I ll remember all my life.
Finally I landed in a new city all together woth new people around. I dont really really like the place as much , but just getting the hang of it.
Hope everything turns to be fun on my way.... Will be here back soon with a ll new story of the new city!
Friday, July 10, 2009
Afresh and New!!
.... Hmmm I have been not in touch for a while ... I am sure you are missing a olot of hot stories... But I refuse to mentions them.... Man I just realized my compatibility with M's in my life!!
Hahahaha.. So back to real Varsha !! A narcissist since I am in love.. with myself yet again ...:-)
Thats my life :) My work , my friend and the s***** joints with pranky ... Mayur vatika with friends and its finally raining :) And I am getting lame and random and foolish and what not :)... Plz forgive me for this post and many others yet to come > > > > ACTIVATING RANDOMNESS :) :) is the key!!
Hahahaha.. So back to real Varsha !! A narcissist since I am in love.. with myself yet again ...:-)
Thats my life :) My work , my friend and the s***** joints with pranky ... Mayur vatika with friends and its finally raining :) And I am getting lame and random and foolish and what not :)... Plz forgive me for this post and many others yet to come > > > > ACTIVATING RANDOMNESS :) :) is the key!!
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